From the outside looking in, things can seem perfect. I’m sure you find yourself wondering “what it’s like” to be someone else. I conquered this a few years ago, to stop comparing myself. I’m just me, no more and no less. That’s all I need to be. I started with this because someone reached out to me and said it was great to read my blogs because I keep it real. I don’t pretend like things are perfect all the time when in fact they are not. This really meant a lot to me. Even though I write these as a way to express myself, making a difference to even one person made my heart so happy.
Sometimes I sit and think “there has to be more”…. I feel like I was put on this earth to make a difference, I’m not sure how big or small, but some kind of difference all together. I journal, more personally in a notebook and brainstorm things all the time. What is next? Although, I have stopped myself to stop looking ahead so much and to just enjoy the present. That’s a lesson that I got from my nana before she passed. Living in the moment is everything.
I find myself zoning out a lot, thinking about life and whats out there beyond the little world I live in that’s called my life. I walk Sadie at night and look at the stars and like to think about how small some of my problems really are in the greater scheme of things. It’s somewhat peaceful for me. Anyways, life is so beautiful. I hope I never forget that, even through the ups and downs.
And with that, I am calling it a night.
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