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Consistency is not my strong suit. THAT is my number one goal for this year. I find myself getting lost in my intrusive thoughts and losing motivation, although therapy and anti depressants help. I actually ordered this book off Amazon that is suppose to help healing and moving on. It had great reviews so we shall see. Anyways! 2023 has definitely already had its ups and downs. Dry January was a fail, I got drunk off mimosas in the airport in Hawaii. Whoops. However it was with this awesome older lady, we had a good time.
But HAWAII MAN. Hawaii was cool, I got to see one of my best friends get married and it was really beautiful. Her and her husband mean so much to me, he has to be included bc it’s a joint package now.
My favorite things that happened in Hawaii:
Swimming/snorkeling with sea turtles
My bestie getting married obviously
Shopping with her and her fam bam
Beach days
GETTING A TAN
It was a good trip, was my first time traveling somewhere and staying alone bc the date I was suppose to have couldn’t make it (apparently inconsistency is the theme of my life right now).
I just kind of feel like staying alone gave me so much time to think about life, which I live alone so I guess it shouldn’t feel different but in an unknown place, going on adventures alone it definitely felt odd. I missed Sadie girl A LOT. That was probably the hardest part, like I don’t really need a human sleeping next to me, but Sadie sleeps between my legs under the covers and I felt weird without her.
So back to consistency, I’m working on a 30 day goal right now. I don’t want to share what it is but I’m on day 3 and it’s been good so far. Also haven’t drank since the airport in Hawaii, added in more exercise and started meal prepping again. I’m working on getting my personal shit back together. My dating life is still confusing and inconsistent but look, whatever is meant to be will be.
Anyways, I hope everyone has had an amazing 2023 so far and here is to me committing to post more, even if it’s a short sweet story about a small trip or a failed date.
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